I took Jaimie's advice and studied my Full Pink Moon dreamboard to understand why my thoughts were scattered. I came up with a few words in doing this; light-hearted, motivated, optimistic, cheerful, guidance and a whole lot more. This really helped me to organise my thoughts more clearly for this, the Full Flower Moon. The background is a sheet of these words all melded together in script and painted in pretty colours. The other main aspect to this dreamboard is various snapshots of my heroine, you may recognise her. I've loved how this woman has portrayed herself for over 20 years. Despite her own ups and downs in life she's always come back to us with exuberance, a happy heart and grace. I draw comparisons from her journey to my own and try to emulate these good qualities. To make your own Dreamboard see Jamie Ridler Studios.
A Continuum ~> continual sequence of ~> elemental change ~> By far this is the most difficult post written by myself, ever. I have not visited this place for sometime... I have been 'lying low' as an old friend used to put it, not low through depression or anything like that but since my love passed away parts of my known world have passed too. I have difficulty recognizing the landscape around me, I'm lying low so that I can absorb some of the new terrain. I am still quite dizzy, it's going to take some time... Much of what I wrote about here in this space would involve a brief glimpse of 'my love' and our life together. I had thought of closing 'Finding my Bliss', for a pivotal part of everything this blog has stood for seemed on the surface of things to be missing! But as the days have come and gone I am beginning to look at things in a different light and although I am grieving for my love I find I am l feeling his prese
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